Things I've learned as a mom...

I feel like being a mom has really opened my eyes to a few things:

1. I can't control much other than how much I love my kids.

2. I can't protect them only teach them.

3. I would much rather look like crap and have my hair be a mess-if it means that my kids were played with and having fun.

4. I can be a mom and still have a life. :)

5. I can sleep when they're 18.

6. I don't have to be perfect, I just need to love my kids!

I know these seem really simple, but sometimes it feels like I forget some of these things that make life easier. I am so blessed and I love my kids so much!

I've been thinking a lot lately about Owen and how much his autism affects my daily life, (I worry about him, meetings, things like that) and I feel like I need to thank my Heavenly Father every day for him and the fact that I get to be his mom. Every little milestone feels like such a big deal and I love feeling like he is progressing and learning and most importantly happy.

I remember how hard it all was in the beginning and how hard it still is sometimes wondering if he'll continue to be happy and go on and do all the things we want for him, but we're getting there. He is happy and for now, that is the most important thing for me. I am so grateful for Owen and Will. I love their sweet little personalities. I love that when I get up at 3:00 in the morning, seeing that sweet little face just warms my heart. We are so blessed and I am so grateful that Heavenly Father trusts me with these sweet sweet boys.